Nasty but Never Dirty ^^

I'm bored, and not so bored at the same time.


I'm doing this blog because it's just the fact that I have time to do it right now. I don't have to do anything today besides just stay home. I don't find that depressing, I like staying home from time to time. It gives me that alone time to fully collect my thoughts together and think of my next steps forward in my life.

It's crazy that I've seen about three shooting stars during this week. I wonder if even my wishes would come true. I mean I would have to actually meet somebody that made a wish off a shooting star and it came true. Then I would truly believe that making wishes from stars is true. The only reason why I don't believe it right now is because I don't know if it usually happens the next day. Or does it take time before it actually comes true O.o

There's hella change right now, the weather's been changing, the economy been changing, Obama won and now the world is going to change. But what I also don't like is that some of the props that I've been campaigning against have been passed. =.= It's ok, I'm not necessarily mad, just disappointed at the turn of events. But at least 00 passed, Kids First :)

Eventhough I didn't go to a UC or a State like everybody else, I try to make the effort to at least attend the events they go to. People become suprised when they see me there and I don't blame them either. There are times where people asked me what school I go to.. and I usually have really embarassed about the school I tell them. I wished I didn't fuck up so bad in High School, but I couldn't help it. I was in denial and that has set me back for a really good min.

Still though, I have a blast just getting around and shit. I know my life isnt really the best either, but I try to live it to my full extent. I still wished that I was in either the state or UC system, but I guess I'ma have to wait now. It's koo, I met a lot of new folks and cute girls :) still eventhough I aint in those colleges yet ^^. So it's all good, I hope everybody could just expect that I'm goin to be everywhere.