Last night was interesting. I kicked it with PANDA and the whole band last night. I dressed up spiffy in my button up shirt. CPK was koo, good thing i didn't see that bitch waitress from last time. I sit at the opposite end and look at everybody enjoying each other. I sort realized how I don't really fit in with them. I don't think that they feel awkward around me, but for some reason I feel a little different around them; not myself. So I rather just stay quiet around them and ponder on my own thoughts for the time being. I'm glad that they invite me to these things, considering me and Le. It's just that I don't have this connection with them for some reason, like I'm on a whole different universe from them.

In the mist of all of the charades, she aimmed me.. and I completely forgot about that I had a conversation with her that day. It made me wonder if she was curious about me or was curious about us. I really have no idea how to respond to her. Do I try again or do I let it slide.

But in the middle of that Me, Le, Alan, and Alex was ghost riding his van in Alameda. That topped off my night. Yep.. interesting night.